I never imagined that I would have to deal with real men, who ask real questions. In th past two days I have come face to face with two men, and both of them have come at me on some real grown man type conversation. I won't go into too much detail about our conversation but let me say this: It is both enchanting and frightening to stare into he face of adulthood.
For those of you who don't quit understand what I am droning on about, allow me to explain. Before now all the men hat I attracted were the same. Physically they were grown men. They were capable of being adults and they even lived adult lives but emotionally and mentally they were children. Little boys trapped inside of grown men bodies. I never had to face myself because I never had never met a man who mentally could keep up the pace with me. And because of this I never had to deal with, not neccessarily my faults, but my own insecurities. Now because I guess The Most High is moving me up higher, because I have moved into a new stage in my evolution my spirit is changing; and my spirit is attracting new spirits, new people into my relm of being. And these new spirits are making me face new aspects of myself hat I have been avoiding.
I am both excited for the new plato of my spiritual and personal growth but LORD knows I am completely taken aback; frightened almost. I believe though that I would not be here if The Most High God did not know that I was in a place where I was honestly ready to face, learn, and know myself.
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