I haven't been in a place of my own all alone ever I think. In fact I am almost sure that every apartment that I have had I have shared it with a man. sharing my life so to speak with some man. Though this experience now quite different, subletting space in my apartment to my friend while she is trying to get on her feet, I have to wonder is his a tren with me? I mean to say is it impossible for me to live alone?
I certainly hope not! I don't ever want to be in another situation where I am allowing someone to take up space in my life simply because I am lonely or don't want to be by myself. It almost sounds pathetic, really! Why can't I be alone. After all I actually write better in solitude, and honestly the noise and clutter of others bothers me. I sound like a confused little skesphrinic (I am sure I spelle that wrong.)
Going to bed now. Here's a thought I wish I had someone to rock me to sleep tonight!
Rafael Solece
- Writing Out Loud from my iPhone
