Here is something to think about. If we are playing ball, let's say its football: and I throw the ball to you. Yes you catch it but then you lay it down on the ground next to you instead of throwing it back to me. SO I think maybe he doesn't get it? SO I run and pick up the ball. Run back to my spot, and proceed to start the game over, but this time when I throw the ball you don't even bother to catch it. So I decide to quit and walk away, but you scream. No, wait, let's try again. So stupid me; I go pick up the ball to try it one more time. (Not that I said stupid.) Again you totally disregard the fact that I threw the ball at you and you let it hit the ground.
This time pissed the hell off I began to leave. Yet again you protest No, wait! I Understand I get now. You're trying to play ball. See I told you I heard you. SO here I go again with my overly optimistic, thinking that maybe this time you really do understand the concept of the game that I am playing with you. This time when I throw the ball, you dodge it. I mean you duck completely out of the way like I threw a water balloon full of pissy water. So tell me does that make any damn since to you? Because it damn sure doesn't make any since to me.
This, my family is what I call playing with yourself; and I don't mean in the good way.
In this thing we call life; there are two types of people. The ones who make it happen, and the ones who watch it happen. There is no in between, either your doing or watching. Either you're driving the bus or you're sitting at the bus stop watching that bitch go by you. Look, time is the only thing that you cannot get back. So if you're privileged enough to find someone who even wants to share their time with you and you are intrigued enough to want to know them. Why wouldn't you do what it takes to make this a full contact sport? Love is not a game of flag football. It is a full on knock the shit out of you, I can't breathe, oh my goodness I think I son that you are in this game with is doing his damnedest to protect you, or vice versa. I
I mean really! If you're only playing on defense, then you might as well throw in the towel, and call it a wrap. You can't possibly be looking to win? You're actions imply to me that you're intentions are just to survive. From the toughest TOP to the sweetest Bottom, man or woman, we're all looking for the same thing! Somebody to play this game call love with us. Love is not an accident it is a damn choice. And if you choice to love somebody then by all means you better be willing to roll around in the mud, throw some hard punches, and pick up some teeth. Because the battle field of love is not nice to anyone. But anything worth having is worth fighting for. I believe good love is worth having and I will fight for it all day, all night, for the rest of my life. But I absolutely refuse to fight alone.
People now a day's treat relationships like their glasses of water. They take sips from it then leave it on the counter for hours, for days. Then they come back to it and 3excpect it to have the same refreshing cool taste to it had when they'd first poured it. When it tastes stale and bitter instead they wonder why. Bitch because you ignored it and left it sitting there like it wasn't important to you.
You can't expect anybody to stay around and love you while your disregard their feelings, ignore them, and play around with their emotions while you play the field with other people. That's not how it works. When you decide to make someone a priority in your life, that's what you need to do make them a priority. Don't pretend to be interested just to keep them interested in you, all the while you're looking for something else better. Or let's be honest just blatantly trying to keep them busy so that they don't find someone else that's not love, that isn't even a relationship that is hostage situation. You have turned into a terrorist, walking like a suicide bomber, because you don't want anybody else to have me. So you're holding me hostage from someone who could easily treat me, love me, fuck me, and talk to me so much better than you can, could, or ever would!
You Selfish Bastard. You want all privileges and perks of being my man, but you don't actually want to delve deep into the actual responsib9ilities of the job. Needless to say you want a pay check; you just don't want to do any work. Well guess what you lazy sun of a bitch; find someone else who doesn't mind you wasting their time, because I am not the one. Only a fool would allow someone to take up space in their hearts and lives, and the person doesn't even keep them on their mind a fraction of the day. Understand this it is so wrong to portray yourself as what I need, but give me everything that I could do without. Don't be a burden upon someone else's life. If you say you love someone, or even like someone; love/like them enough to put in some work or step aside so that someone else with better intentions can. No one wants to be in love alone. They shouldn't have to be, because that isn't how love was set up. You need two players to play, if one doesn't show up. Game Over!!!
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