He Click's His Heels ToGether

I feel so displaced right. Everything in my life at this moment is in a swarm of confusion, and though I know that its all going to be alright. I still can't wait until the dust has settled. There are a thousand things up in the air right now. I am waiting on the book to be released by my publishing company. I am on hold with the launch of my web site, waiting on contracts to be signed, domains to be transferred, templates to be finished. It all seems like a one big mess. To put the icing on the cake I am in search of a new place to live, beings that my lease will be up on my current residence in Febuary. Which is the most frustrating situation of all my situations.
My home has always been my sanctuary, and though my current place of residence hasn't always been as comfortable, comforting, or as convieniant as I would have liked, it has non-the-less been my home. Therefore it has been my haven. Now I am having to find a new place to house, not only myself, but it has to be a place where I can work as well. Its like looking for the perfect cup of coffee. You know where the best coffee house is but the guy who makes the best cappucino's is off today.
Of course my ideal place would be in Mid-town Atlanta. Amoungst the rest of the gays. COnvienant to my current part time gig, closer to public transit, near the best bars, eateries, and shopping. But of course one has to consider my budget until both the web site and book take off. (or until that six figure book deal falls into my lap.) Not to meantion the fact that I haven't gone apartment searching in so long. I think the last time I actualy looked at an apartment book was sometime in 2008, and even back then it wasn't a long process. I knew I wanted to live downtown, so the first place with a 30308 area code that I found was where. I settled.
Though I still want to live in Midtown, I can honestly say I would rather be leasing someones condo, rather than looking to lease in soem complex. there is so much more freedom in leasing from a private owner than a coorporation.
Any who, I am staying the course. There are no problems only situations in 2010. That is my motto for now anyways. I will push forward, I am almost positive I will find something by the middle of nexgt week. Pray for me yawl. After all I do still have Da DIva to contend with. (I love her, but I do look foreward to having my own place, and my bed back to myself.) This is Rafael Solece; Writing Out Loud.