
I woke up this morning feeling ready to take on the world. Though there are a lot of things that need to be done during the course of this week. I feel extremely capable of taking on all my task with little stress and diligence. I guess i feel empowered this morning. But a better word would be energized. I am sure that it was the sermon that Bishop delivered yesterday. It's something about hearing confirmation, about a conversation that you have already had with The Most High that makes one feel unstoppable. That affirmation that what your doing, where your going, what it is that you want in life is in accordance with The Most Highs plan for you.
I was so scared months ago about leaving behind my current situation. I was uncertain that I had had what it took financially to form a stable lifestyle for myself. The life style that I wanted; the life style that I felt that I deserved. Problem with that was I had already received the assertion early on that would be okay. You see to feel something so deep down in your soul that it wakes you from your sleep at night, or boggles your mind all through the day is the way I know I have a word from God. When he has placed something in me. Whatever it is just won't let me sleep. I toss and turn, I sit up at night, and in my dreams whatever it is still bothers me. That's The Most Highs way of letting me know, this is what I want you to do. For me, it's a nagging sort of a situation, because I never listen the first time.
But by the time he's done with me I am so feed up with what is going on around me standing in it, even the thought of standing in it causes an uneasiness in my spirit. So it is no wonder that now I am so ready for this next phase, of my life/career. It's why I feel so confident in the things that I am doing. Because where I am is so uncomfortable that I can't bare to stay. I've grown pass it, over it, and now it's time for me to move on.
Understand that when your spirit has had enough. When you are worn out on a particular situation or circumstance, there is a communion between the Holy spirit and your spirit that happens. They both come to and understanding or agreement and decide that life has something else to offer. It is then that without your permission different plans are made for you. New ideals are formed, what was once comfortable for you in you physical become uncomfortable and almost unbearable and suddenly you can't stand to be where you are. When this happens and you recognize it, you know then that some grow has taken place, and exponentially that it is time for you to move on. That I think is what happened to me some months ago. That's why now there is such an urgency for change.
Recognize when you have change. You will be all the better for it, and you won't be sitting around disgusted buy things and not know why....
This is Rafael Solece....Writing Out Loud
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